Hey You!

I viewed her on webcam again. And was all teary again. She has changed so much.


I never knew.





Previously, she had a blue black under her left eye, as she fell down in the toilet! Ouch, Ting!!!








Three days after that, I had a nightmare that I dropped her fragile body and the back of her head was bleeding, the place was filled with shrieks and I was crying and running amok. And I screamed till I woke up, in tears. It was so terrifying , that horrendous scene was nailed in the back of my mind, and kept me weeping in the morning. I would never dream of hurting her, though I did, literally. Sigh, I digress.








Anyway, just now, I noticed two new blue blacks on her head, totalling to three blueblacks altogether. Gosh sister, ouch ouch!





Mum says she is getting very excited these days, often jumping around, and end up falling down.























She can now form sentences.. "Wo kan bu dao Jie Jie de, mama" (Mum, I can't see Jie Jie)








She digs her nose.








She blows her nose with a tissue she holds with both hands!!!!!! So cute!








She can do the "peace" sign.








She likes her hair plaited now.







She can sing a complete song "Yi Er San Si Wu Liu Qi".

She still watches Chinese New Year videos, and sings aloud and bounces on the bed along the melody. Which was how she got one of her blue blacks.




















Ting, I miss you so much! Please be more careful!











When can I hold you again?







Loving you always..