The Aftermath of Being Stubborn

I knew of my caffeine-sensitivity.

Even a mere Teh Tarik at 11 pm can keep me awake till 6 am.

Why didn't I resist it last night?



I thought I missed the taste of caffeine, I guess, after so long.

Curiosity kills the cat.

So I downed a Cappucino at 10 pm, albeit the warns from friends.



After 2 am,

Still tossing and turning, attempted meditation, went to washroom twice, read a book.


Physically I was exhausted, thoroughly, my eyes tearing, but mentally, it was active, as though racing against time, thinking of anything and everything.







And was insomniac till 8 am this morning. A torment I do not want to remember.


Slept a mere three hours till 11 am, woke up frustrated and decided that my pre-planned schedule to catch up with my all-play-no-work break was ruined. Regretted at once.


Head pounding and feel like puking.




I still have two tests to prepare for. =S





Hence, an official caffeine comsumption ban, at least after noon.



Official.



ps: I regretted it twice.