I gave them my best attempt.
The retake can only take place in December 2008.
I'm undeniably despirited.
Disappointed and frustrated with myself. What went wrong? All were fine until ..
I can't afford to fail, according to my instructor and parents. But I did..
December? Will I make it then, 11 months from now?
I begged the officer.
"Saya mesti pass hari ini, encik. Saya mestilah, encik. Saya perlu pergi Australia. Boleh buat satu kali tak?"
"Tadi cik tidak pusing cukup la. Cik boleh ambil di Australia, ok?"
Dismissing his suggestion, I asked again.
"Tak bolehkah? encik......"
It wasn't really a question. It was a plead, a desperate plead.
"Maaf lah, cik. Satu minggu satu kali saja." His voice softened, upon seeing my hopes draining.
I nodded.
"Terima kasih." I mumbled.
I started leaving.
"Jangan worry k? Lain kali mesti pass ya cik..." I heard behind my back.
Big Girls Don't Cry.
They just have to get over it.
And act indifferent when asked about it.
Monday, 28 January 2008
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lol, don't take it so hard on yourself.
look at the bright side, you won't be using the car in Australia until you come back right.
so just enjoy life in Australia first, then come back and conquer your test again.
lol, cheer up!
yeah i suppose...
but i didn't quite expect to fail..
haha but wad to do..
i guess ur right!
hey...human beings make mistakes..forgive yourself, as u told me before a long time ago =)
at least next time you know you shouldn't give yourself such a strict deadline because often more than not, things need time to achieve near-perfection.
Itz okay.. Don't put it in ur heart la.. Itz not that u need ur license desperately, just cont enjoying being fetched by other ppl. Hehe..
What's the point getting ur license when u dun hv a car to drive, somemore u hv to pay for the license fees, like me. XD
Cheerz ya.. ;-)
Thanks guys..
shan mui, i seriously don't know what to say to make you feel better, but just to let you know that i 'totally' understand how you feel right now, because you are not alone in this...
cheers yea..
xuan jie
rfeethanks xuan.
i guess it's pretty normal right?
im fine, thx =)
wah i can see that u have many frenz that care for u...just like how u had cared 4 us all this while..c?we are all by ur side...so stay positive!hee
this is just an obstacle which u have to overcome..take it as a chance to learn ya..
n i like ur line...big girls dont cry :)
cheers meis
hey mei shan.. didnt know u have a blog until now.lol.
i can truly understand that feeling. i failed on the day i went to japan. brought along the uneasy feeling. hahah.anyway don't worry. i'm sure u can do it after u come back from aus!and seriously, the day i passed my driving test is the most relaxing day in my life man. xw agrees with that too!
Ps,ur instructor sounds like my instructor.. wad's his name huh?
Hey leying, ya been wanting to tell u online about this online journal thing.
anyway, my instructor is mr.chua. Yea.. actually normally during lessons, ok wan. then duno why la.. hahaha but nvm la, will have to do it in december, before my L license expires...
thanks yea!
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