What was I wishing for?

Of course today would end.

People say,

time is like the course of a stream, you'll never touch the same water twice.

I thought, I want to live life to my fullest.



Negativity,

you succeed in pushing them away this time

only to have them manuevering back to you the next,

they didn't diminish

simply because they weren't dealt with.



Confused, what is it that your heart desires?

Permanence?

But dear, nothing is.

Only the present is truly ours.

What's missing, you queer soul?

I wonder..

What's troubling?

I can't figure out.

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Then just close your eyes

and listen to your heart beat,

Every moment is lived only once

embrace it

fill it with contentment

and let it flow past you

let it go gracefully

Look back at it

Smile 'cause

it's been lived.

it's been appreciated.

it's worthy.